This Poem Is For You

Became dependent on drugs when I saw you running away.

I said it's fine to myself, it would be better for my health if I turned around and looked the other way.

But my brain is a silicon clone of a dome and I say I hate you, but I don't.

You fill my head with ideas, oh darling, I can't stay away.

Ooh darling, you have stolen my heart with your sweater.

Kangaroo wearing shoes tries to escape from the hunters.

I don't know how you deal with all my bullshit.

I wish I could stay here with you, I would take you for a trip.

Gosh, my luck, I didn't realize how interesting it was, I wish I thought of everything first.

Because the further you go, the deeper the wound.

I feel lively when looking at your back, makes me get life support, feel your passion.

So, where do we go now? I think I'm screwed.

Yes, look I'm silently watching you
Lately I can't think of taking you out, but there's nothing I can do.

So, I guess I will keep your name out of my mouth, because I kinda like you.

At the end of the day I can't think of anything else, whatever it is, but there's nothing I can do, I wish I could ask you for help.

My name is Agam, and I am 30 years old. Compared to other children, I haven't had many difficulties.

Not really. You know, the problems that happened, the problems have passed, but the problems will always be there, right?

But the real challenge in my life, the real difficulty is myself.

Always me 😞

As far as I can remember, I have always felt scared. Fear of failure.

Disappointing other people, hurting other people, being hurt by other people.

I think if I stay alert and focused on other things, other people.

If I become numb, then there will be no difficulties in my life.

I messed up, not just the pain that I covered up, but everything, the good and the bad, until there was nothing left.

It's good to "live in the now."

But the best part about “now” is there is still tomorrow.

And I will start making those days meaningful.

I see your monster
I see your pain
Tell your problem to me
I will drive them away.

I will be your lighthouse
I will make it fine
When I see your monsters, I will stand there very bravely and chase them all away.

In the dark we stand
We stand apart
Never seeing that the things we need are staring at us.

You just want to hide, never show your smile
Stand up when you need someone.

That is the hardest thing of all what you see are the bad, bad memories. Use your time well
You will find me.

I can see the beautiful sky tonight
When you breathe, why can't you see that the clouds are above your head.

I will stay there, no need to be afraid. When you need to talk about it with someone you trust.

You have the opportunity to see the light, even on the darkest night. I will be here as you are for me, so let me in
I will make it fine.

Greetings always compact.

By @midiagam