Nice piece 👊 I love it. I think something must have prompt the writer to develop weird and awkward feelings towards writing, this isn't a good sign and I pray it ends well.

I guess the writer needs a break, he/she anyway, from the way things sounds, if this writer isn't you, the writer sound like a male. The writer just need to try other things he loves doing because is obvious he doesn't love writing anymore and to me is important he renews his passion for writing by taking a break.

Writing doesn't always look boring or unnecessary, is very important that we do things in a unique way and also a random way too. The writer should try to also change his genre of writing, he should try something new and see if he will love it.

I love Poets, Novelists, Playwrights alot, they inspire me alot and they keep on reminding me of the good times when I used to write alot of books, few poems and songs. Yeah is possible to get tired.

THE END... OR THE BEGINNING?

Let's call it the beginning because this is how alot of novels I used to read in the past, always begin. I enjoy them alot. Keep it up 💜