all good :) - i sometimes have a hard time following up on anything but this game-feed either (but that's b/c i have to if someone by chance might actually have to say or ask anything about the game, which , so far in about 2 years hasn't happened , lol, its a great puddle of interactivity here, don't feel sorry or guilty.

Chaos isn’t a pit. Chaos is a ladder. Many who try to climb it fail and never get to try again. The fall breaks them. And some are given a chance to climb, but they refuse. They cling to the realm, or the gods, or love. Illusions. Only the ladder is real.
The climb is all there is. George R. R. Martin