My journey with English language

I Blessing Akpovwovwo I grow up in a village brought up by grand mother, you can imagine the language that will be coming out of my mouth then even now is still telling on me, I am in a country that has many languages with many resources but nature as made it so that is why i keep working hard in other to meet up with those that has the training from childhood having my native language and our general public language and this really tell on me in school when I finally come to township, I found it difficult to communicate with others especially ladies I don't know if that is the reason am quiet it really affected me, is not, I don't want to talk but how to express it out or how to construct the worlds inside me.
I have a friend in school then that know how to speak very well so I always jealous of him that when will I speak like him, but the boy talk to much, too much of talk is not good and too much of quietness is not good that is the Bible say let everything be moderate.
And in my writing is not fine to be sincere than but somebody can read it, and in spelling thank God for Favour, if someone is finding it difficult to read how can he know how to spell is not possible, that is why if my teacher wants to dictate in school then I am in trouble I will just be writing the once I know and giving gap latter I complete it.
And one of the things I find it difficult in writing are, how to make use of these letters like , . " : ; where to place them. Thanks