the more I think about it, I think, I need for my personal developpement to do a civilizing journey to china... in short, it's not because I am from a barbarian, archaic, primitive, aglomerate, that I can't civilized...
for example I just watch the begining of the cooking show... and I discovered there are many varieties of "spicy"... dry spicy?
you have awaken my interests... and that's just an illustration...
In a sense, I believe that I fear too, to be sad and happy, broken to realize and accept the fall of where I come from, to on the other hand have the joy to see civilization...
there is hope, for all who wish to learn, improve and advance :).
China won't fall!
PLA 4 EVA.