Facts

I missed out on the school reunion. Clouded judgement has domino effect on my opinion. A lot of messages I left unread when I came back online. Ashamed of what I did so I pick up a pen. Painting excuses to suit my narrative so I could get clean. Self-selfish I guess that’s the dirt they’ve outlined. Hurt people that have forgiven me though I can’t hug the ones that did me wrong, yet I wave them with good intentions. I think am soft, maybe that’s the more reason why they used me. I’ve used me too to use people so am fucking guilty. We’ve all left dirt on someone’s heart and accused them when they’re facing the other way, it’s a human thing though I ain’t sure if it’s a godly thing to show we’re perfect. Perfect is a state of mind to live it you’ll have to make room for imperfections. Accept shit that you refrain and bury it in shit that’s beautiful