Source is my camera phone

But of course, How will you know if it is impossible if you do not try? Well, you've got to try? Do you just keep trying?

In my experience, that has been the road map for excellence. But I have watched myself fall into a depression so many times. This is something that I do not actually regret as it came with the benefit of excellence in that field.

Even though I had the choice to take things slow and easy I would take things as aggressively as I could because of what I wanted.

It has got me where I am and if I had to go through life again knowing what I know I would try to do it again.

I say try

Because "knowing" can rub one off the innocence of the energy we put in into things like this.

When I was in pre-university, I would read for 16 hours, not consistently but that was the goal. Now I know where I was wrong in doing that and I've found more understanding in 2 hours sometimes than all that forceful reading.

I guess what I did those days was search for the easier way.

The easier way

I read my books out of fear that I would fail. But when I used past questions it seemed to make me seem smarter to the question paper...even though when compared to before I knew less.

It is just like now while working with this registrar at work...she keeps giving me praises for all my little efforts...but they came from knowing what was important at different times during my work process.

Even though I did slip up a couple of times, I am way better than I was when I started and back then I put in all the effort.

I just made this post even when it was hard...on a 24-hour call shift...something I would have thought of as impossible at a time...

Do that hard thing now...You might find yourself doing impossible things