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Even in your presence more near to my juglar vein i miss you so much dear Allah. I can not wait to meet you to tell this cruel world was never been easy to me. The burden i carry everyday with a smiling face , OH Allah its too difficult for me. I badly want to cry my heart out near you , in front of you Allah. Sometimes when i had just no option except SABR i want you to let you know my heart aches so badly , even though you know.Thank you so much Allah Pak for reveling Suarh duha on Muhammad (SAW) as , being born with the depressive personality l can not imagine my existence without,
نہ تیرے رب نے تجھے چھوڑا ہے اور نہ بیزار ہو گیا ہے۔
In the moment of happiness , I want to smile with you dear Allah , offer a Sajdah so near to you .In my unanswered prayers i want you so much, i want you to console me. I love you so much dear Allah but you know my poor soul thinks how can you love me , The King of Universe Ya Allah . Its so difficult for me to believe that you love me , i committed so many sins I'm not even able to be remembered , but still just because you are Rehman you're Raheem i will never stop asking for your love Allah saying :
یا اللّٰہ پلیز مجھ سے محبت کرلیں۔
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I want to let you know i want to be with you over here and here after. For the sake of a single tear i shed in your love , or a bit termor i had out of your fear , i asked you to take me under your shade on the day of judgement. I know Allah its too big to ask for a very poor soul like me , but Ya Arhamar Rahemeen I'm asking this from you The very Majestic and the very Merciful that on the day of judgement I want my ears to receive :
اے نفس مطمئن ! اے وہ جس کا دل اپنے رب پر جما رہا چل اپنے رب کی طرف تو اپنے رب کے نزدیک پسندیدہ ہے اور اپنے انجام نیک سے خوش،شامل ہوجا میرے نیک بندوں میں اور داخل ہو جا میری جنت میں۔