The unfortunate death of my sister-in-law and best friend

Hello, the people of the Steemit community I am so glad that God has allowed me to be here with you again. tears roll down my heart but what can I say God always has the final saying

when I woke up from sleep on Sunday, we had our bath and went to morning mass which started at 6:00 a.m. At the church service my body was weak I didn't know what was happening but I tried to listen carefully to what the preacher was saying and I struggled to find myself around the church premises little did I know that there was bad news awaiting me

At the church service, the preacher preached directly about the situation we are facing in our community that we shouldn't allow our storm to kill us in depression that in our trouble we should look back to Job, Job was a great man of God who lost his assets and children and also falls sick at the same time but he never gives up on God his wife left him and his friends also left they suggested that he should insult his maker and give up the ghost but Job was determined that this god I serve will never forsake me he said situation we easily allow fear to overthrow us and bring us down.

After the church ended I managed to snap and smile because I listened to his preaching and I consultant myself that no matter how big my situation is, it is never close to that of Job, so I reached home and cooked a meal then I went to greet my sister-in-law who has been on admission for 2 weeks now we have been battling with her praying here are there without any recovery but we are still hoping on God for healing when I get there I got a shock of my life

I have seen the lioness of this great family lying helplessly in the hospital bed without a move only her heart is breathing in a far distance even though the medication is being ministered to her in accordance and many prayer warriors were praying but God seemed to be silence and I ask myself why is she suffering this much

From there we moved to another hospital reaching the hospital mainly doctors also came to check on her her blood sample had been taken to the national hospital and came out negative without any sign of sickness in it but she couldn't move or respond to any action she has been quiet for days only tears fall I was crying bitterly because she might be feelings pain inside but cannot say the place

Then I returned home around 11:00 p.m. because I left only my small baby at home with other children when I reached home I couldn't sleep I was praying throughout the night until sleep took me all away and I woke up again around 4:00 a.m. I called the hospital asking how her health was this morning the responder responded with a cry and I asked her what happened she said that Aunt had given up

I missed you already May the Lord show you mercy.

That was how I cried and I cried I wish that God could perform a miracle for her but I don't know why, he said in his words that he knew what was best for us so we'll leave everything to him she was the best friend I ever had in this family and she has always say that I have something planned for you don't worry when the right time comes I was surprised you because you have been good ever since I joined this family. I wish I could turn back the hand of time and give her life up till now I cannot believe that she is no more.

She left behind two daughters and her husband I wonder how they will start from now because she is the pillar of the family she always supported people around her I have seen the masses weeping I couldn't take pictures because I was in tears good night Mom Auntie my best friend.

Thank you for stopping by I am grateful may the Lord consult those who also lost their beloved ones may God show us mercy in his way 😭😭😭