January 9, 2015 was the darkest day of my life. We family lost the gem and she was our mom. I have two siblings and we had a family of consisting five members including my parents. My mom got married at her early age and she gave birth her first child (my elder sister) when she was only 15 years old. She had experience many difficult phases in her whole life and died at the age of 46 years.
It was a sudden attack after consuming a new medicine for her diabetes. She was carrying diabetes in her body since 2000 and 15 long years she fought with different internal disease. She was taking regular medicine and maintained a well routine life.
The emptiness in my life will never can be filled with anything alternative. I miss her and will always miss her till the rest of my life. She was not only my mother but also my teacher, doctor, guide and everything. I lost everything the day I lost her.
Last few years I didn’t shared her death anniversary because it feels like advertising my sorrows in public but today I'm feeling really very lonely and miss her presence in my life. Too much stress can be responsible behind her early death. If today she was alive, I would have a family but last ten years I'm living a life of an orphan and bearing responsibilities that was never mine.
If she was here, my life could be the life like other women in this world and I would never wasted my valuable time on worthless things that never deserved my time, priority and attention. Her absence make my eyes teary and the grief will remain for lifetime.
None can cure the wound I've in my heart for losing my beloved mom. Only a mom can give selfless or unconditional love and I lost it for this life! May her soul rest in peace and may Almighty Allah bless her with the highest rank of heaven in the afterlife. Ameen!
Thanks For Stopping By
Love & Peace ❤️😇
https://x.com/SHOHANA_ONE/status/1877302676167205364
Downvoting a post can decrease pending rewards and make it less visible. Common reasons:
Submit
Hi Shohana, your words truly break my heart; you carry so much pain with you.
It’s such an enormous loss.
There are no perfect words to heal such a deep wound, losing a parent leaves a void that lasts forever.
But don’t forget that the special bond you had with her continues to live on through your memories and everything she taught you.
I’m sure your mom was an extraordinary woman, and she would be proud to see the strength you show every day, even when you feel fragile.
I’m here for you.
Sending you a big hug, my dear friend. ❤️❤️
Downvoting a post can decrease pending rewards and make it less visible. Common reasons:
Submit
Still your kind words is precious to me though the wound is unrecoverable. It’s 10 years now but it feels a few days ago. She couldn’t see my post graduation academic result that I completed achieving first class and she always contributed behind my higher studies. Indeed she was an extraordinary lady and best mumma in this world to me and also to my siblings.
I'm blessed that I've a friend like you dear ❤️@mikitaly 💖 who gives her precious time to read my words and said kind words to heal me. I badly in need of big hugs 😞😣😣😓
Downvoting a post can decrease pending rewards and make it less visible. Common reasons:
Submit
🤗🤗🤗🤗
Downvoting a post can decrease pending rewards and make it less visible. Common reasons:
Submit
Losing your mom is a big loss and I can read all the pain in your words. Even though it was some years ago, it is not the kind of thing you will ever forget. But it is good that you also remember the good things about your mom. Wishing you some comfort and some healing but I know it's not easy. Big hugs!
Downvoting a post can decrease pending rewards and make it less visible. Common reasons:
Submit
Thanks dear friend Kenny for such kind words! ❤️💖💝
Downvoting a post can decrease pending rewards and make it less visible. Common reasons:
Submit