As much as I take pictures of people, no one takes care of my pictures. I understand that they don't want to do this. On the apparent beauty scale, I will look like a crooked, short, fat person without beauty, and it is normal to have a badisha if you want to take a beautiful picture. And there are some who care a lot but for some strange reason, my outer beauty is more shocking in those pictures but these pictures are what they like.

But I don't like this strange form of myself at all.
I don't know who likes ugly pictures of themselves, but I don't like it no matter how carefully it is taken.

This beautiful means, not having six of forms.
This beautiful means that people feel beautiful with their surroundings in whatever state, in whatever shape they are in. Photographs are taken to capture the beauty of a particular moment. Although the standards of this beauty are different, there is a constant place. This beautiful does not mean making a fat person look thin, a fat person looks beautiful as a fat person (this is not impossible). Don't make the black man fair, find sweetness in the black. That is, there is beauty in the midst of all kinds of social ugliness.
And this is not impossible. If you scroll through my profile, you will understand that even non-beautiful people have beautiful pictures.

Of course I don't let everyone take my picture. I understand from some inexplicable instinct, who cares as much as I do and who will capture me on camera and who won't. Like Leah, Nadi takes beautiful pictures of me. Jayda, when Anand takes a picture of Udubhuti Kadaka it looks strangely beautiful too. Vishalto walks around with the camera as if she is Miss Universe and they make her laugh. So I was left speechless by the beauty of some of their spontaneous moments caught on camera.

It may seem like inferiority complex of not being beautiful.
But actually not even that. I was never beauty conscious, so I didn't give any effort. Because so much irony would not happen by an impossibly lazy person like me. Even though this matter was consciously realized by all the men and women around me all the time, I did not feel the need to put myself on that scale. As much as I have external beauty, I sometimes feel that I have more than I need. A little less would be a lot less trouble.
On that my face is quite photogenic.
When you smile, pearls fall.

When I dress up in a nice dress, I feel like singing to myself, "Akash theikka naimma aiche khoti ekkhan pari!" I don't care how it looks to anyone. Because I'm not in a hurry to find a lover or in-laws. But not everyone is indifferent like me. Not even most of them. In society, family, family, there are probably 3/4 thousand such "enamels" who can walk around without wearing these things.

But it's sad that people who score above most of the social criteria, or girls especially, can't make other less beautiful people feel beautiful. This thing often does not come to their understanding. They are not even responsible for this indifferent selfishness.

Then again, it could be that every high-class beauty has some sort of depression that they don't think they're "beautiful enough" most of the time; Therefore, those who are not even close to the edge of the scale do not have a chance to be visible to them. So you socially recognized beauties, please be a little less intense.
How do you know, you are beautiful?

1. Fair or light brown
2. The average height of the natives is sufficient
3. Fat is at the bottom of the scale
4. The look is sparkling, the perfect color as well
5. No physical handicap
   If you have all these, you have no time to regret. In terms of social recognition, you are princess Kankavati. No need to panic.
   There are already many sorrows in human life.

Those of you who have "passed the social scale", please be happy and empathize with other "failed by ear" woes.

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>I am Taskin Ahar Moni. My steemit id name is @taskinnahar12. I am currently doing Honors in English Literature. I love to write stories. Sometimes I like to paint. I like to garden in my spare time. Bird watching is another hobby of mine. I have been working on this platform since January 2023. I love to share my writing on this platform.