Definitely, losing the rice crop, was a hard blow for the lord, since a lot of money, effort and time were invested, and now he is without resources or hope. It's normal to feel sad, angry, frustrated, and pensive about the negative things that happened to you. I can see that he is thoughtful about what happened to him. Thinking about problems can help us understand them better, learn from them and find a good solution. But we cannot stay trapped in those negative events that we have lived, or let the problems paralyze us, or worse, take away our desire to live; We have to accept reality in order to overcome problems, rely on our acquaintances, family and people who love us, and focus on the present and the future. We have to have a lot of faith and a lot of hope and keep fighting for our dreams. Very good drawing and I liked your story.