Off day and dating myself

So we are managing the Instagram account and also we had some shooting for TV show actually I recorded and it was so good and director the boss people really satisfied and I was satisfied and the other thing is the TV show. They asked me if I wanted to, but I really liked to be behind the camera and I really like to be 100% controller over everything when I’m on camera so yes I declined but my best friend did not and she’s going to be a little bit of famous on the sports channel

So I am trying to get myself into a routine and to be satisfied with the present because I’m really not. I am kind of struggling with break up, but I’m OK. I do have a glance of moments and thoughts of missing the person but I’m really OK I was at work a lot. I was Social a lot when you get home. I am so drained that I can’t literally do anything and I do nothing. I just call. My phone is free and I felt really productive. I feel really confident with my driving a lot more confident I’m not a good driver, but I am better than I was and I definitely gained Confidence so my tire is struggling because I did pump it up with the air. I was talking about it already so today was the day that I go to. I don’t know how it’s called English, but the guy who fix gear and he fixed it and I did it all by myself so I felt like big girl and then I did parallel and I did it so well as a big girl and then Café near my house by myself and I’m listening to music I was studying and I really good and I actually met he was you know little bit flirty funny it was actually really cute. I didn’t enjoy all of that and then I got home. I was talking to my mom. I was getting a little bit of sun and there’s a few episodes of friends to get my spirits and then I’m going to continue studying and yeah, the nights are harder because they are nights and you feel lonely, but that’s about it. Bye.


This is me on my day to be with me. I am looking like a hitman, but maybe that’s the whole point.