I'm sorry to hear that but unfortunately we get a lot of fake accounts and when we find a good author, we want to be sure that they are who they say they are - which sometimes means that we ask difficult questions about difficult subjects.
Even with those old posts, it was difficult to understand how many children you have or even if they are boys or girls. One post even hinted that you had your eldest child when you were only a child yourself.
Can you tell me a little more about your children? Their names? Ages?