Asslam o alaikum Everyone!

Hello everyone! This is me @mubashara from Pakistan. How are you? I Hope everyone is doing great I'm also fine and enjoying my time. Now I'm going to take a part in this engagement challenge in this community. here is my entry for this contest.

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If an emotion had a control to my central headquarters of the mind then it would be an emotion of peace, everything of the life is attached with our peace and mental peace is very important and also it's an emotion people think that being happy is an emotion and being happiest emotion is needed throughout our life but I think some people who are very happy with their life and I have seen very examples in my life many celebrities who are very happy but they do not have mental peace in their mind that's why they suicide and become depressed all the time their happiness did not balance there depression because of lack of mental peace. So in my case I after seeing the examples concluded that I wanted the emotion of peace to control my mind.

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For me it's a no because I have grown up but I did not feel less Joy ultimately I have enjoying my life much more better and in much more better ways than my past in my past I do not have sense and thinking about a lot of things and I do things without thinking and now I have grown up now I think about many things and see it's both positive and negative aspects then I make a decision and then I go to that plan and this really helps me to make my things very better and this brings a lot of joy in my life because I do not have done any sort of blender and I wanted to conclude this question by saying this that I am feeling much more joy than my previous life I have made friends I go hang out and because previously I did not get permission of hanging out and now I hang out I feel a lot of Joy rather than sitting in a room and thinking about my past I go outside and make more memories.

Right now I'm feeling very satisfied and the reason behind this is as I see back my year according to my birthday which is coming on 14th of July and almost it is coming very soon in 14 15 days and I have seen my years and months becoming much more better today I was thinking that my previous year has been just like our roller coaster for me and I have done so many things which gives me joy and player I have done and chasing dreams this gives me a lot of happiness that I did not spoil my year and this year please and important role in my personal growth also I am very satisfied with my this growth.

Yes this situation has been happened to me many times when I repress my emotions let me explain some of you situations first of all when I was rejected from office after an interview I feel very sad and I was in saurav I really wanted to cry at that time because they choose their office employee on the favourite is my brother then all that skills that I have and at that moment I realise that all my skills are just rubbish and there is nothing to do with that all I have to do this just to make links with the good people and then I can get a job but I was wrong at that time but some how I feel very very sorry and I really wanted to cry at that time but I repress my emotions because I cannot guy in the front of so many employees and all the staff present in the office.

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I actually really don't know how to answer this question because I did not no much about the cotina team because I am a new member and I hardly make to post previously in this community and this is my third post but I am continuously checking this community and all the members and keeping an eye on them Inshallah soon in future I will reply to this question to but at this time I really don't know how to answer it.