On yourself

I should focus on improvement, I have somewhat of a decent brain, I know this.
When I apply myself I do well, this is a key to what ever I want. But I'm lazy and insecure.
Lazy and insecure, makes your brain dull, yes that is true. I feel it.
Being Lazy makes me ignore what I know. I know what it takes to master the skills I want to have. I know what it takes, because been I able to do it in the past.
Insecure makes you freeze, it makes you hesistans. you don't think properly. But when you're confident you function better. It's strange but through experiance I I have learned to to be true about me atleast.
Another think I lose interest really fast. I can't complete things.
Fixing these things is hard You need to change the patterns of your mind.
The most used pathways are sometimes detrimental to your well being, therefore you need to change your way some, open up new roads.