I think it's one of the biggest hardship to not be in the trance controlled narrative... it's the social splitt...
I would like to have a resyncronization with the public... I am a big believer in public transparency...
what really happened in 2001, from anthrax, to wtc 7 (1and2) the pentagon strike... gmo, chronic diseasing, frak fluids etc etc etc toxic vaccines, hfcs, plants illegal, fed money scams etc etc...
I don't say it's hard, it's more painful, in the sense that the shiism is generating useless pain...
that's maybe my biggest surprise in "living the conditional matrix", how neuropath reinforcement and trained defense system interacts... anyway...
that was just a little personal opinion and wishfull thinking...