Life is based on the level of consciousness attained when someone learns and discover's a true purpose in this world.
The will to make a difference depends entirely on understanding the concept of destiny,
It may seems so hard sometimes...
But giving up on ur self is the beginning of ur failure, Surely a thousand days has passed, "u should be able to see a glimmer of light in the past, and even now"..
Prayer and dedication to a worthy goal is the ultimate way out,everything happens for a reason. The key element is knowing when to accept ur mistakes, and wisdom is changing it for the betterment of ur timely existance..
Life is too short, to gamble on too many chances,.. U should finally be AWAKEN!