Being a kid growing up in a small town where everyone
knows everyone is hard. It's even harder when you are
growing up without a parent and being known as the "Sick"
Child..
Even more soo a daughter growing up without her mother
and needing two open heart surgeries. My mother wasn't gone from
the earth but just didn't want to be around.
I learned how to to lean on my dad for things a teenage girl
shouldn't. From "Female Problems" to dress shopping I had to do
it with my dad.
I always wondered what it would be like to have
the perfect family that I seen all around me. As much
as my grandmother and dad tried to give me the love that
I was missing it wasn't the same. I just needed the love
and bond from a mother.
As I got older I realized how much I really needed that bond
and found myself getting sad over the smallest things and just
wishing that my mother was there.
I ended up making a promise to myself that when I did become
a mother that i would never let my childern feel the way I did growing up.
I would do everything in my power to have that bond with them. To make sure they knew how much
I loved them. How much i needed them just as much as they needed me.
I would do my best to be everything that they needed me to be and be
who I needed when I was younger.
****My greatest blessing call me mom..
The point on this post is not for you to get sad.. But to be the
mom,dad,brother,sister,friend that you needed or wanted when you
was younger.
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