Spirit for yourself | Written by Augusta Sastroprajitno

I was born healthy without any deficiency, in the course of my childhood trials for the sake of my trials feel, ridiculed, in laughing has become my daily life, my childhood I have a peculiar disease of ulcers pustule on my feet, and I wonder why not All my body just my legs, every day I feel the pain in the legs that resulted in me not focus on school lessons, I can not write well, I am inferior, I am ashamed because all the children classmates mock fun, I feel every day all Medical and non medical treatments I have done, even I had desperately wanted to amputate my legs, because the pain I feel and shame that is not forgotten.

All the medicine I have consumed recovered just a few days after that relapse again, I continue to feel the pain until my teenager, and as a teenager when my peers play I was embarrassed when I took off my shoes while playing to a friend's house, because the aroma of pus and sweat together and friend My friends are always mocking me, I had wanted to end my life, why I am different from the others, even my three siblings are not like me, I am confused I do not know how else, everyone enjoys childhood, and adolescence While I always feel the pain in the base of the foot, until ahirnya I was walking home from school, I see there are old people who have no legs, he did not complain at all with his circumstances, even he is very cheap smile.

I approached him, he finished worshiping, short story I told him my foot problem, he gave me a role model of life "life is only once, and we can not choose the line of our life, because the line of life has been outlined so, we Can only do everything we can, and be grateful for every gift of God and the universe "right then I was immediately grateful for the god giving of a foot full of ulcers and pus and smell, and I can feel that I will not always like this, A few years I recovered by myself, I was so happy that I forgot and fell asleep, I did what I never did.

Encourage ourselves and be grateful for what we have is the most beautiful thing, as long as we do not forget what we planted whether it is good or bad, we will later pluck for what we plant, it would be good to plant good will surely come to you

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@randowhale @randowhale1 , @booster @whaleshares