My journey unfolds and I learn daily old lessons being revealed in new ways. Do you find this happens to you? Dozens of times I have learned that truly what I need will come if I can rest in allowance of it. So many checks come in the perfect moment. An Abundance of perfect timings in every direction. One thing that is new for me now is a growing understanding of worthiness.
Lately the lesson has been, that manifestations come partly depending upon our feeling of worthiness. We are all worthy because of what we are, not because we have earned any extra worthiness. But we all have been raised within certain perameters like social classes that have effected the form of lifestyle we see ourselves in. We may dream and vision a very grand lifestyle, but we must also truly believe we are beings are all worthy of that. If we believe that we are not as good as someone else, or that we must be good enough to earn the right to that kind of life, we will rob ourselves of it. Effort will come from inspiration pulling us forward. However the effort of pushing, to make yourself justify your having of such a life, is what will be causing a vibration other than that which matches that dreamed of life.
As I desired a certain thing for my son the other day, the realization came upon me that I do not want to do this for my son because he earned it. I do not say to myself that is too good for my son. My love comes from being his mother, not from him living up to some contrived image of a son. I understood! I do not have to let feelings of my own unworthiness steal from me a higher vibration with more energy, life, love, abundance! God,Source<My Creator desires abundance for me because I am the child, the daughter. I am the whole, concentrating on the perspective from this body.
So far my manifestations have been spectacular and powerful to me, and what I notice more is that they happen within what I have seen before. I receive gifts, money,opportunity, but all within the limits of what I have owned before. They are more seeable and so I suppose easier to imagine that they can be for me.
I now am embarking to focus on how" it is as easy to manifest a button as a castle". And to settle with the belief in the worth of my being, and the Creators desire to give ALL good things to me, as I would by own child. I am excited with expectation to see manifestations that I would have considered larger than my social situation.
Teach me your lessons!