I agree with you, @timothy256! That was a really piercing and jarring piece of work! As for me, I feel like I'm still on the survivor list. Most of the people I know are on the survivor list. What you wrote was really frustrating for me but I can't deny the truth in it. Every day, we struggle to survive and it hurts seeing the people I love doing that, and most of the times, it's for my sake. That's why I really hope to one day be one of those who thrive, both for me and the people who struggled to make me survive until now.