Wish you the best.... I am sure something will come up, but keep pushing, because once you get used to being 'free', you will hate the routine of being pushed and shoved. I am currently also having a time out, all my backup people have been alerted, but there is so much people can do for you - if the jobs are not there, there is nothing to bring them to light. Why dont you try your own business instead, that is where all your contacts could be useful for you again?