Torn

So I got a call today from an old employer that I had left on good terms and he wants me to come back and work for him. I was part of a crew for him that was building a big timber frame barn for a winery in Virginia. It was probably one of the funnest times in my life. Part of me wants to go back and work because he always treated me great and paid me well, but my life is different now. I'm not opposed to physical labor at all but I want the part of my life were I kill my body for profit to be over. I do great doing what I do now but there's no excuse as to why I can't do both besides I don't want to. I hate decisions