Dear Life: My Nebulizer Update

I told earlier that I sent my parents to borrow my nephew's Nebulizer so that I can determine if it would help me get a relief from my breathing difficulties. So my mother just set it up for me and I tried to inhale as much of the vaporized medicine as I could to get thee medicine into my lungs. It quite offers a relief and it just opened my lungs a bit and relaxed me. Then I just rested a bit and had a short nap because I can breathe much better that I felt like being revitalized. It is just amazing what oxygenation of the blood can do.

I tried to get up thinking that I could go ahead and brush my teeth but no. My knees are just too weak today and I feel quite dizzy, I don't know what is causing the weakness and dizziness, possibly the medicine. I feel like I could faint so I just laid down again here on my bed. I noticed that I do not want to sit up anymore because of some pain on my hip and back area. It is also disappointing that even though I sufficiently eat, I am not gaining any weight much less gaining some strength, it all just satiates my hunger and making me live and nothing more.

So I felt some ease on my breathing using the nebulizer and now I would have to get one for myself so at least I have something to turn to when I needed some emergency for my breathing difficulties. I also may have to furnish myself an oxygen source but maybe that could wait for a while. I am just happy for now to discover that the nebulizer works a bit. I also may have a low potassium in my blood which explains the weak legs. There is a laboratory examination for that if it really was the case and yet again I will have to cough out some money for that too. I am still thankful, Thank you God, and thank you my dear supporting friends. God Bless you all and God help me.