Awesome message @jerrybanfield i can relate to this big time, i was addicted to meth for 10 years and hanged out with the wrong crowd i hated when people gave me advice and the only reason i am here rightnow is when i saw that my friends and family turned their backs on me and thought i was on the brink of going crazy, i was already homeless and living in a car but when that very last person in my life gave up on me that's when i had everything to get back on my feet! and i did it and proved it to everyone that laughed at me. That is what motivated in becoming a better person and recovered everything that i have lost.