Alright Perfect! In Our A Little Bit Way Too Much Scenario!

Went well today, feeling more social. Visited friend and also person to set me up for learning how to run the open mic night. I will co-pilot the booth starting this Wednesday. Unfortunately overwhelmed in work situation too at the moment so didn't practice much music for the open mic. I really need to. Am going to learn a few covers and such. We will be moving the open mics to a different night on Saturdays coming January 6th, so I gotta learn the booth and get some acts together. Otherwise if the new open mic doesn't work out the owner is giving up on open mic and it will be scrapped. So yes I did learn much from him today going over equipment and in field usage. Good chat with the friend I visited today too. Found I'm renovating a job by this friends house. Funny how fate works out and brings opportunities and people together.

On the other side ...The brutal job situation we are facing is an unhappy customer in construction for a restoration setting, mediating the help of company we work under to attempt to remedy the situation. We have a picky customer that may never be happy. You can never match a ceiling exactly in texture, you cannot match exactly paint in a house with new paint while comparing it to old paint. Yet the customers don't want to accept the best job they can get. People with money like to power trip to feel a sense of control and entitlement. A psychological trip. You can't play that and let it hurt you, you must look out for your bottom line - yourself first! So we negotiate whether we can get extra help or not. If not probably no redo.

So I may or may not be crazy busy for the next few days. If I don't have to work I will work at practicing some music skills and then have some fun with it too! I'm starting to feel more of my social self lately. Not much time for some old friends who just talk about stupid stuff or downer content. I want to get busy and feel satisfied! Get creative! Been so beat with this poverty and struggle my whole life. Not saying I want it easy, just want more opportunities and room to move and breathe. I never wanted to let the economics get me down. I feel confident I know my own wealth and it can produce success. I think one can never lose if they never give up the vision. Even if you get set back or brutalised. You still have your voice, your story, your real life experience.

So now off to nappy time deep dream land. Call me I dunno but I feel my sixth sense kicking in. I know I have influence on puniverse. I always find that interesting. I like artists, personalities and musicians that seem Ultra Normal. Sometimes I think the smallest interaction influences them sometimes. A funny notion. Maybe a backward way of showing me how I am influenced by the cultural landscape too. I won't freak on it. I will be Ultra Normal, Regular Normal is too boorish. A different sort of rugged still I guess, just going for the better whine from the bitter vine is all.