Got Through The Day. Feel Kinda Weird Though

Got work done on the first full job in a long time. Drywall Taping a new house. Well flash back crazy! Been doing that work since 2001 and what a doozie! Never really wanted to do just about that all this time. Well I did have a couple other jobs at times. I was a cook at a diner and worked as a labourer at a outside sewer and plumbing job with an old chum. Tight situation all these years, found myself unable to break free yet never let go of all other aspirations. Was able to think and stew on those jobs. Develop the philosophy and come up with new sayings. Read quite a few books.

The smoke from the forest fires is making me feel weird. It has been hazy with smoke for a couple weeks. The air quality has gone way down! Dry throat and almost hard to breathe. Some headache. I feel kinda delirious, can't think as straight or fast, my coordination isn't as good. Has got me kinda worried. It may last a long time. It's bad tonight. Eyes burning. Supposed to be a bit better tomorrow. Damn I don't like feeling weird.

I took skin off my hands again! While throwing drywall scrap off a balcony. The last time I ripped skin off from the hinge on the shed about a month ago. The inflammatory skin condition on the hands likes to effect old scars and newly healed wounds. Yet my hands seem to be clearing major too. I'm going to get enough sleep, eat, get my mood charged and right and also relax. All symptoms should reverse. One thing that's been missing in life that I clued myself and fam into a bit is having more pleasures and fun in life. Being poor and work driven can make you crazy. Enjoying ourselves with good company and food and the like is needed too, doesn't have to cost much. Find some time well spent. Get some jubilation and feel goodness going. It may seem hard to know how to do that but it's important. Find grace in spirit with some simple pleasures as well.

Now recharging in bedtime sleep for another day where I can be of help at work! Not sure what the weekend will bring. Not too much of a weekender person but enjoy if I do have that time of the week off too. It's summer so there is more going on. I'm sure an interesting event will take place. on the weekend starting on the 28th I will have a full weekend festival to attend. I'm starting to get pumped up and energized for that! I should listen to more of the bands and maybe prepare myself a bit but I do like musical surprises too.