I used to wake cup screaming, in deep sweats, or eyes swollen. HeLL-0h is anyone there!? Any tone. Help, I don't think I'm combing apart. They sat star I talk In the in cognito cog of the sewable swabs to suspend the thoughts. Break out of that way off break start stop. I can give up all without giving up or in. Focus on the meditate state. I didn't and won't get in trouble. I am glad I skipped a stage of so called growing up. I would rather freak out.
Done with the snobby and the slobby. The next place of head space takes it all into account if I can. Not to even go away from myself or give anything up. Just remember to breathe and remember to exhale. Not to get tangled in the mess of sea weed.... Like being on ACID without drugs!!! Not even weed. sorry. Kick back at the nihilisto twisted disco of depressed people. Yes finally to be sad and fucking happy about it without having to be cynical. It's the slackivist way - to say hey I'm not educated enough to be a cynic!
Embrace your ignorance but don't endorse it! What am I saying this for my own health? Or for wealth and stealth, to get back to myself. Finally maybe I can write some essays and stay on topic. Feel like here there and everywhere afraid I'm going to say something stupid. Get misunderstood and excommunicated. Welp I take comfort in tomorrows another day, hope some more people could wait at least that long. 'Cause I have no time to waste, especially not yours, that would be a waste of haste.
So am I going or feeling crazy or what? Not sure. l think I will come off major. Still want to track progress here. Thought I may have to stop thinking of it as social media, more of a tinker toy. Yet not to make fun of people 'cause that would be dumb. Do I need help? I think I'm alright. Just allot on the brain. Keep posting up. This could be too much fun haha but there is no such thing.
