Still Feeling Giddy Good, Get Through This Time. Art, Life, Thought.

This ides of March Time LOL. With all the brutal documentaries, or just seeing real life conditions, one can be astounded and want to do as great as possible, make the change. Again as typing I hear the fam talking, still kinda distracting, I still have what is on my mind anyway. I just take periodic breaks in those times. Yet I see the bright side, if they talk on I can still stay awake and write something.

It's going to still take allot of time and concentration for me to start doing what I want to do. I have this opportunity at the local pub to take control and make some noise. I know I am inspired enough. I always have. I will concentrate, meditate and just write out and practice like a drone for awhile. I will try to perhaps make a bunch of poetry and art ahead of time to have content to post while I work on projects. I like surprises so I want to surprise release what I create down the road. Hey I see it now, a project within a project kinda deal. Ok seems like I am getting the gist of what I want to do.

Sometimes I do seem to find it difficult to know what to think, be or do. I have found finding my orientation becoming a bit clearer yet still rather undefined. Good to stay open I think. I have gained the succession of successes. My mind frame feels like everything I say or do is a work of art somehow. In that sense I'm not worried about it. Still plans and ideas new and old are forming and I enjoy that. To make some sort of concreteness out of this life experience, instead of feeling floating, being a work drone, then you get entertained by culture and that's it. No, there must be real communication and community. Not just addicted drones to techy phones, t.v. and what passes as politics. Still the media only addresses the mass at a grade 10 level. Doesn't go very deep. May just have to create that special something else.

But cha I will get through these blasted Ides of March. LOL. In past lives of my days I found summer times to be some of the worst times. Overworked, everyones gone etc. Yet I always planned on having a more free time in the warmer climatized times. Could work this time. Seems like life is changing somehow. Some good things are coming up. Hard to talk about them here 'cause there is allot of private life in the background.

Can't keep much going in the old life, I know I can work with what I got and transform this dimension. Radically change the situation in a more uplifting way. The fam wants that too. Takes time, effort, checking moods while balancing difficult economics and work. There is allot to deal with in this present situation in life. That's why I keep talking about it, to better understand the situation and myself. Stay conscious of the words I say to make appropriate word shifts with greater understanding. Time to feel great and implement the breakthrough.