have you addressed exactly makes you sad? im sure you know what it is but you have not really written down what makes you sad. you only say that you are sad and go on and say other things. come on exorcise it. blurt it out.
i really think you should connect with people not just by steemit. im worried about you. all your post is melancholy and you have to face it. there is something wrong with being sad the energy is low and dark and heavy.
what is wrong? youve got what you wanted. everything youve said youd do ,youve done and acquired. you have to be honest with yourself and to steemit.
you need love. human warmth. you've secluded yourself far enough bec of your fears and you really think these people here write comments here and there to help you? im not saying you reach out to me but reach out physically to anyone you have there.
please