A morning with the cold and warm weather.

I hardly to go outside to take a fresh morning breeze. because it's about 5.00am and the view is hard to see. It's completely covered by the fog. As I awake before my friends do, I take my cigarette box and make a cup of warm coffee to enjoy the morning cold. As I peek at outside, trees are everywhere and the birds chirping and I felt so calm and relaxing. I wish my life would be this way every day and rest of my life to enjoy this moment kind of feeling.
As I remember we hard to break our Circle of life of the chain. We need to follow the new world order in order to we survive a new age of humanity world.

The city never sleeps with full of people chasing green paper and some of them are willing to die for it no matter what cause. Willing to sell his or her pride to get what to be chased.
My view blocked when I'm in the big city, but here in a deep village far away from my hometown, I can see everything that I cant see before. My consciousness is at a different level as I traveling it became clear what is my real goal in life.
When I was a small child, I often heard people say that IF you have a better job better salary you could live a happy life. I kept those word in my head and it cant be forgotten now or the rest of my life because I kept hearing it everywhere and every time in my hometown even my dad and mom said it to me. I don't blame my father and mother for it, but what I see now are a different perception and different angle. Sometimes when I went to bed I kept thinking about it. Is it the only way to reach the happiness that everyone keeps telling me about? Or there is another way to pursue the same goal of happiness that is everyone chasing?