If you're experiencing any suicidal thoughts please contact the suicidal hotline. People care about you and always remember someone out there has it 10X worse than you. I don't take kindly to these kinds of comments in my stream. I don't know if it's a joke or not but just to be on the safe side I will be posting this.
Hotlines
National Hotline: 1-800-273-8255
Vets: 1 800-273-8255
Teens And Kids: 1-800-USA-KIDS (1-800-872-5437)
LGBTQ: 1-866-488-7386
Christian Hotline: 1-888-667-5947
site: http://www.christiansuicideprevention.com/