Nicely written . Please take a look again on what you have written with love . Every word filled with sadness and hatred. Is this the life you wanted to live or something else. True happiness is within not on others. Your world is true reflection of your thought. You see everything based on your believe that you have programmed. Come out of your negative and see it everything from positive perspective . You will be surprised everything filled with opportunity . Enjoy every moment of your life . Treasure every second .