I am staring blankly at this empty page which asked me " what's your story?"
Yeah- what's my story?
Can I say I am so jaded ?
I even have no energy to answer a simple question as "how are you?". Truth be told, I have been off my magical herb for almost two weeks. Well. Things are somewhat fine though. I have a proper schedule and start going to school with enthusiasm. However, there was something missing.
I might have to say I am an addict.Yes. I can't stop consuming the herb which helps me fill the void. I don't know what that is to be precise. But this herb has helped me afloat and been keeping me sane.
source : Brain Fog: Causes, Symptoms and Solutions
This noon I was tossing and turn in bed. I was weeping whilst weighing my choices. To be honest, I didn't have too many options. In the end, I forced myself walking to the pharmacy. Well, this place is not your regular pharmacy. It's a small building with various traditional herbs and medications being displayed. It has a dim light with an owner who seemingly always busy on the phone.
We always exchange a short conversation.Sometimes, he tells me about other herbs that has the same function. " No, thank you". That's what I always say politely.
As usual, I proceed walking to my favorite coffee shop. This time I ordered a mocha and a glass of water.
I took out two capsules and ate them.
I waited sometime for it to kick in. Then It worked like a charm.
Sending some love and good vibes over, little coffee <3
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oh dear thank you so much!!
When one of the episode kick in, I tend to write nonsense. 😂 I am not sure how should I treat my own page now? probably just collections of disarranged ideas.
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Hmm...I don't get this :D Is it a fiction writing? Or what r u talking about..what kind of herb? How come that the herb is capsuled? I literally don't get what u r talking about haha :D But the whole post has kinda negative vibe to it...Hope everythings fine at ur end :)
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@matdurko That's not a fiction writing otherwise stated. I usually tag them story or fiction but never life. I am glad you popped a question, what kind of herb? The plant is called centella asiatica which is also known as the magical herb. It has many benefits. Not only increasing cognitive function but also heals wound and skin problems. I personally use it to help me ease anxiety and depression. So far, it helps me focus better too.
To give you an idea why the herb is capsuled, here is a picture for you
Yes. I was having my episode which made me wrote this post. You know it's interesting to have a personality 😃. Not to mention, this steemit profile is intended to share philosophy, travel, fiction, blog, junks, and whatever comes to mind. On the other hand, I always want it to be less cluttered so perhaps I might make another account to professionally write my travel stories or philosphy and education related. Since, there's too much of myself revealed here 😂
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oooo interesting!!!! Also interesting that it helps you focus better. I'm going to research this
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So informative.
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What herb? Ooooh nevermind, someone else already asked lol reading the comments
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