Ever Had a High and a Low in the Same Day? That is how I am feeling right now.

in life •  7 years ago 

Got to play a little and lost it all again....

There is nothing worse than to work hard and have it taken all away from me without actually spending it. I have nothing more done right and wrong on the same day. The wrongs far exceed the rights. I knew the outcome yet somehow I did not control my own emotions and greed set in. In a matter of seconds everything gone. WTF!

This obsession is not going to eat me up alive. I will need to relinquish it once and for all. I no longer want any distractions and physiological pain. To cope I focus on what matters to me the most. That way everything else I can let go and not have it ruin my life. We will see how this pans out...

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I feel you brother. I have decided to pretty much stay away from all that mess now. I still collect faucets, but I have been bit in the butt to many times trying to figure this out. Even with the faucets, I have moved my efforts away from them. I spend more time collecting rewards on Perk and Swagbucks just because I can actually cash out my efforts.

Good move. I have not touched faucets for months but considering the fall in crypto prices it maybe good idea to play them again. Thanks!