Great Post! I'am new to Steemit as of yesterday. I want to congratulate you and say that you are brave to share your struggles! We have all been depressed some time in our lives. But "no one" talks about it....

John Assaraf and Myneurogym.com.
I really hope you haven't heard about this man and page (even tho it is a good chance that you have) I have gotten real good result and help from that program, john Assaraf is the founder. and it's really good to "reprogram your brain" Please check it out :) All the best, you are brave!