First question first, what are you doing?
Sometimes we get so carried away and forget what we are doing at a point in time . Especially when we let friends decide what we should be doing with their own activities.
Sometimes it's okay to take a break, take some space and decide what you want to do next with yourself .
Read that book you've always wanted to read, travel to your dream country , make beautiful memories because in the end you don't get to choose the ones you would keep.