I'm not even supposed to be alive right now

On my birth I wasn't crying or making any noise. I was taken to the children's hospital in my place, they told that I have Hypotonia (weak muscle tone) and at age 3 or 2 I had to have some sort of surgery on my back and I still have the scar. I didn't go home until a week after I was born because they were scared that my body wouldn't hold up, but it did (thank God) I'm not sure why, but I just feel grateful. I could of NEVER experienced this life, but I'm here. I'm currently 20 years old and healthy now, but I want to start an online business and I didn't have the motivation but now I do. I don't care what happens, I'll always be grateful!