Story of my Life! (Who Am I ?)

in lifestyle •  7 years ago 

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ArtSoul

Since I was a child I am emotionally perverse, that's why nothing came to me as well as art. Since my childhood I have been able to find myself in the works of other artists. From every moment, person, music or picture, I absorbed the nature flowing from them.

I've always felt like I was watching the whole world from behind an invisible glass lens. There is something that does not allow me to participate in life in the same way as other people. For many years I could not define it. I knew that I had a unique face, which unfortunately was most often a form of jokes or misunderstanding. Well, the misunderstanding was mainly due to the fact that as a friend of my peers I had completely different ideas, games, jokes, dreams and customs. It seemed to me then that everyone read the instructions for living in society ... except me.

For this reason, I did not have many friends in primary school. A few of those from the yard and a few from school. While everyone went to extra-curricular activities, for example to a music school, sports training or additional foreign language lessons, I was wondering if dragons really did not exist or only people did not find them yet. After all, the lierature and film are full of dragons, their species and origin. For many years, the fictitious world seemed to be for me better than the real one, which is why my head did not want to be too interested in the bio-logical structure of plant tissue...

For this reason, I did not have many friends in primary school. A few of those from the yard and a few from school. While everyone went to extra-curricular activities, for example to a music school, sports training or additional foreign language lessons, I was wondering if dragons really did not exist or only people did not find them yet. After all, the lierature and film are full of dragons, their species and origin. For many years, the fictitious world seemed to be for me better than the real one, which is why my head did not want to be too interested in the bio-logical structure of plant tissue ...

It was only in the gymnasium that I met people who had a slightly more similar worldview to mine and picked up the external stupor similar to me. Then I started to find myself in rock music. When I started to meet artistically, I felt that I was finally in the right place. The style of my life began to shape strongly. Since I began to show a full commitment to learning about art, there were more people around me with whom I could finally build a deeper relationship than with other colleagues.

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From that moment everything began to change. In the meantime, I started to professionally deal with dance, I went to competitions, conducted classes and arranged group choreographies. It gave me the freedom to mine my ideas and fulfill my artistic soul. The next big breakthrough was getting to know marijuana. Until I tried, I was taught that it is a drug and as you know, all drugs are bad and you have to stay away from them if you do not want to be a loser junkie.

The truth, however, turned out to be different. Marijuana is a light stimulant that is probably much less invasive to health than one beer. And unlike alcohol, I felt that it did not stupefy me, and even I could display my art even more. Each time I smoked, I felt like one more dimension. Feeling from within with a childlike engagement. Thanks to this, I came up with many ideas, drew many drawings, danced a lot of songs and did many other things that I would not normally be able to do with such lightness and naturalness.

Music is for me the greatest passion in life and seems to be cannabis is an inseparable element allowing to understand the sound, current and transmission of many musical genres. From Reggae, Jazz, Soul to Rock, Rap and Trap music. I am not persuading anyone to intentional abuse of marijuana, but I am a great opponent of propaganda still living in many heads, according to which we should prohibit and avoid contact with this dangerous drug. This is not a dangerous drug that is confirmed by numerous studies and the fact that the properties of cannabis have been used in the world for thousands of years. This plant has great potential and we should use it accordingly.

In this story it's all from me. Today I was inspired to describe the birth of artistry in my soul, because of the nostalgic atmosphere that snowed for me, the second day of spring ...

I hope you like my story!

Damian

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