What the fuck to do?
I always ask that question and I always know the answer, I should be asking - What the fuck do I want to do? The answer will be nothing yet anything that is not something I have to do. Not that they don't ever line-up. I have plenty that I "have" to do that is perfectly in line with things I would like to do.
Today I will just be doing. With a focus on should do.
FOMO
I googled it a while ago to see wtf these crypto nerds are yapping about, and a real hip grandpa on youtube. It means - fear of missing out - I think the entire phrase should be used since it includes the word fear and sounds psychological at the same time.
With a hint of "pathetic human" syndrome which sorry to say Not sorry we all suffer from. Why don't you login and browse something you might be missing out. Distractions.
Fear of missing out is everywhere it seems and not something special to crypto.
I am tired of writing about that now.
Speaking is a drain
This is not just applicable to literally speaking, but also typing, chatting over messages. Ranking them according to what will drain you the most, I would say "voice" is the biggest drain with commenting second and messaging third. Oh, and writing posts are tiring. I took the trash out today and that was kinda tiring also. Maybe I need to look at my diet but there are just some things that not even a healthy diet will fix.
Funny enough once I get going it is kind of hard to get me to shut up once I really get going I need a few days recovery time because then I feel like I have a communication hangover. fortunately, in real life, no one can phone me. I only allow 2 numbers to call me that is my boss because sometimes I am late for work although I live in the same building.
The other is a customer which has of yet not asked a stupid question and always phones with valid shit for me to do. The rest - well they try to be sneaky and phone on WhatsApp if it seems too aggressive to block I put the phone in the fridge until it stops. I have always had a bit of paranoia when the phone rings and I want to make it silent. I don't trust that it will go silent without screwing something up and somehow they know I am by the phone swearing at it.
Other things which have not yet entered my mind
They may have but I can't recall now. I have been trying to use steem more like normal social media and just say shit but then I remembered that even on inbred media I never just said shit either. Nor did I write anything longer than 3 sentences.
Now I can usually answer things in a very short manner unless I sense someone really does want to learn then I drop every piece of info I have, even the splinters that will prick them with an uncertainty of what is real and what is not. Information is like that, best to have everything though and then sort out the pieces. Also, don't try to actively sort out splinters just keep them in mind.
At the very least it is like a little info toothpick - not sure how much use that is though. Your mind will be the hot glue and as you have all these splinters in the back room you will process it regardless since shit needs to get filed but there really is no category for splinters so all the splinters of all the world of all the information go to the backroom.
Your mind then diligently gives you all the info to dump on someone so they can appreciate you and at the very least maybe appreciate your mind because it works hard and you don't ever say thank you.
This is a lot about splinters, not sure why maybe my mind knows why. Bit of a dick move giving me that but not giving the info on what to do with it. So I will continue from the hot glue thing. I thought of that all by myself. Screw you brain. Your mind will start by using string to connect splinters to others and those to say the main file which now will be a branch.
Don't mind how it knows which colours of string belong where. That is the mind's job and it is not a good idea to try and help. It knows best.
Then, then all the splinters that are destined to not be a splinter eventually become branches and all the branches eventually create what they think is a really cool thing but end up messing with the mind as it is scared of heights and not that great at climbing trees.
What to do is a stupid question. Its depend, what do you want.
And most of the peoople have no idea, what are they want.
So the good question it is, what i want. And also the hardest question :)
Btw our mind works like a computer, need input, not questions :D
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Only focusing on what I want is a very selfish way of doing things. A stupid question for me is maybe a miss-labelling as I use it to describe any question that bothers me, is directed at me, is actually stupid, is not stupid but could have been asked of someone else or googled. Anything that I at that moment deem to be a waste of my time and by extension the person will be classified as a nuisance. It is a very flexible ruling haha.
What I want is a tough question but not something I think matters in everyday life as there is far too much memememe already in this world.
The mind can take input sure it still needs to process that because our mouths and thoughts create output. More input we have the more accurate the output.
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Hm, this thing about selfish thinking, as "what i want" is pretty intresting, but i didnt want to write this :D :D I have language barriers, as you know ;)
I mean, most of the people doesnt have self-knowing, they dont know who they are and what are the truly needs and desires. So they dont know, what they want, so they dont know, what to do. It generate some kind of "empty" feelings, and not motivated for living the life at all. We can see the results all around the world. Its full of people, and all are act like a half-arm, half-eye, half-brain being, who cant realize the connections between things.
Knowing yourself is not selfish, that is the first step to the normal, happy life. Actually this is the opposite of the "me" thing, because someone know the reality, reach the goals is possible. If not, then the memememe is coming, because nothing are enough, because dont know, what is this only one thing, what matter.
And the input thing. We have a subconscious, what is something "programmable" with thinking, and power of will, and focusing, of course. And unfortunately, it have much more effect our everyday life (decisions, acting, behavior, etc.), against the conscious, what is our "default" input, or at least, we think, that is our primary input. But no.
If you dont know, what you want, you cant focusing to train your mind, and you make bad decisions, what lead to a shitty life. I had to pay the price, for this lesson.
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I just felt that I should leave a comment that mainly says nothing, so you don't have to feel that you should answer to it, and I don't have to stress about the fact that I should say something important, as I tend to worry that if I don't say something wise, it's bound to be something stupid.
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Saying something "stupid" is more entertaining anyway. Heck if I had to only speak when I have something wise to say I would never say anything. Like if someone waits for you to say something then just turn around and walk away. No stress :)
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Was this inspired by the Stupid tree of info, or vice versa? :)
Fear Of Missing Out examples I've witnessed usually have to do with something that someone or some organization will be giving out to people who attend some event or gathering that is also free. Lots of these people would attend something just to get even a cheap trinket that was going to be handed out, urged on by their FOMO.
Actually, I can't really think of any other instances where FOMO was more pronounced than when something free is being distributed, whether it be something of value or just free "advice." If it's advertised, there will be those people there that have a strong FOMO. If there's even an insinuation that by being somewhere at some time people can gain something, it will bring out the FOMO.
It's kinda like greed's mentor IMO.
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The tree was made after the content. :) Yes free shit definitely give people that FOMO I tend to walk away and not concern myself too much with it. More than enough sheep that will fall over themselves, no need for me to get trampled. FOMO that gets me though is like checking messages, or scrolling through posts for no real reason you know that kinda expectation for something to happen yet it has no benefit haha.
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That makes sense, and thinking along those lines I realize that I've likely done that sort of thing myself. You made me think of another one that I know I'm guilty of - missing even part of an NFL game that I really want to see. The NFL made me mad a few years ago with the Sunday Ticket thing, where they'd screw up and I'd miss like half of the first quarter of my game. That was FOMO that I couldn't do anything about, so I canceled Sunday Ticket because of it and never used it after that! It's good that I have friends that still have it. :)
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