I will not wait for you at night...

We have seven when we share the same bed on weekends and sometimes in normal days. Only bed share, and nothing more. We are two people with thoughts and different ideas. We meet at the evening stars or under a cloudy sky, we love in the light of the lamp. Then one sees his works.

Scares or do not want to live together. And the thing that makes me wonder if you're the right person, if I'm not lost and waste time with you. I want in the morning, hot or cold, to Wake up next to a man who loves him and loves me, which I'm making coffee and listening to the plans for the future. I want to make compliments and to be enveloped in warmth. I am a woman, every part of my body depends on love. You're not giving me. There in the bed we share the satisfaction, and nothing more.

I'm tired of thinking so you that just one day everything will be different. I'm tired of asking you the attention and care that you are missing. Sometimes support me with a soul beautiful words, but sincere, words of other men with special small. I'll be honest, I don't know how I'm going to accept it.

I will not meet you on the night with something beautiful, I'm not going to wear the lingerie and not you, and will pray to stay. Because I do not exist, only when the sun shines, but to breathe and wait for attention from your side and during the day. Sometimes I feel bad, chilled or I want to cry. Sometimes lunch and no one tells me, " Bon appetit." And you're not there beside me at the right time. You, you care. Will not wait for you at night, because I want to be and I want to be anticipated and loved for real.