I've just told the guy I loved
until about five minutes ago
that I don't love him anymore
I wonder if i knew all along
that things wouldn't work out
between the two of us
so why was i holding on?
He says nothing but i see
the question in his anguished eyes.
பிாிவொன்று நேருமென்று
தொியும் கண்ணா என் பிாியத்தை
அதனாலே குறைக்க மாட்டேன்
( I know that separation is inevitable,
but, I will not love any less because of it)
I give him an answer,
it's not one he wants to hear
it's a cliched answer,
it involved no effort, no thinking
I tell him I'm moving away
that 99.99% of long distance
relationships fail, so
let's quit while we are ahead.
He is speechless, i can see it
he's too proud to beg me to stay
but he doesn't want to let me go
he's confused, he's wondering why
I would do that to him
he wants to run, he wants to yell,
he stands there and stares at me
a million questions on his lips.
He shifts to blame mode now,
says what I did isn't fair
i could have loved lesser,
i could have made it easier
i ruined four years of his love
in one day, one day. I agree.
