What is this...?

What is this?
I'm here, I'm stuck, what is this?
My world seems to have stopped, what is this?
No motion, no action, what is this?
what's causing my stagnation, what is it?
I feel senseless, I feel hopeless, what is this?
why do I feel so restless, what is this?

What is this feeling I can't explain?
why do I do this to myself again and again?
What am i waiting for, I wonder
how do I approach her, I ponder
She's sitting right here, right beside me
I think I'm about to die of anxiety

Something's really really wrong
I have a stiff neck and a frozen tongue
I cant move my head
I've been facing the stage but i can't remember a word the speaker said
Say something!!!
anything!!!

The clock keeps ticking , time is going, what is this?
It's time to go and I don't know what this is
Now that she's gone, my neck turns, what is this?
What is this?, What is this?, What is this?!!!

To be continued...