It Began as a Failure

Prologue
Its black friday,I am waiting in line for placing my order on CCD.I hate to wait in line,But I can't do anything except to wait cuz I am so dying to have a coffee because of the weather-It is like you hate your job but you can't quit because of the salary.While I am on line my eyes slowly started to looking around,suddenly they get glued this one particular girl in red dress.The sight at her make my heart skip a beat.I just wanted to get more of her beauty myself,So my legs started to move towards her.I am looking at the CCD tag line A lot can happen over Coffee while my footsteps reaching her I thought to myself that I don't want a lot to happen but a little is enough.
Story:
Me to the Girl in red Dress:Do you ever had this feeling that I wanted to do anything to something in order to have it to be mine.
Girl: Excuse Me..Do I know you...(God she has a beautiful voice even shreya goshal voice seems a little less sweet than hers,I ignore her question,and start saying again)
Me: That is the exact feeling I am having now.I mean right now,I wanted to anything for you,I don't ever get this type of feeling before and I don't think i will get one in future.I wanted to own you.I wanted to make you mine.
Girl:Are you crazy,Are you out of your mind she started yelling slowly(She is even more beautiful when she is angry,No doubt I've fallen for her,maybe this is what the male protagonist in those tacky movies feel,it is a perfect fall in first look)
Me:I like you,I want to know you.I want to know about you,I want to know how you look when you smile.Damn I must be out of my mind to say this to you.But I've never say this to anyone.I don't even talk much to any girl.(She cut off my words flow)
Girl:(Inaudible speech)
Me:(I don't bother to listen to her words I am just concentrated on her beauty,I am scanning her totally,She is so gorgeous.She looks like an angel except here she is in red dress.My angel)
Girl:(Inaudible speech and some hand signs showing are you out of your mind)leaving the place.
Me:(Following her without me knowing just like the hutch dog.God what have I become,It's no wonder, men lost their senses because of women)
She is walking fast,I saw at her back god I am going crazy,what am i gonna do with her,god she makes me crazy,with such a tiny waist and big hip,while walking,the movement is what I can die for,How can god can be so creative to sculpt her,What am i gonna do with her,I can't stop starring her from head to toe,God why do I like her so much.
I came to senses and walking towards her trying to catch up with her.
Me:(This time with carefully)Hi I am Sireesh,sorry for the earlier,that was rude of me.It's not that I am insane or pervert,I just lost my mind just at looking at you,I don't even know what i am saying,It's like the words come out from my mouth without thinking.Yeah I am totally fallen for you.Sorry for telling you right away after seeing you the very first time,It's just I can't lose you.I want to say what I wanted to as soon as possible in order to know you.Forgive me for my rudeness.But I am totally lost myself by looking at you.
She:(walking.....without minding me.....after 500 meters of walk)I hear it from many boys saying it to me love at first sight,I am falling in love with you blah blah blah...But I don't believe in that nonsense.
Me:(She has a point,how can it make sense,I mean what does make sense in this world anyway.how can you possibly know that you are alive tomorrow yet for are talking about future and planning for it.It doesn't make sense at all yet we all are ok with it.I gather some sense and tried to talk with her)Yeah I agree with you,but let me hear,I like you.Yeah it's true that many men will say the same words to women,Cuz they express right away to the women it's their nature.Here what you have to understand is that I am not the man who tried to say the words to every women I passed by,yeah there are so many women which I see and thought them pretty,but that's that.I never wanted to know about them.The curiosity of knowing them and talking to them never crossed my mind,not even once in my life so far.You..,you are not like that,you are not one of many head turner.you are special I haven't seen something so beautiful in my life.I feel like you are subject of my curiosity forever.
She:(Lift her head and look in my eyes and give a smile and continue her walk)
Me:(I struck by her act,the look in her eyes makes me stunned.I am so attracted to her.The smile in her face makes her more beautiful It's like it dominated the makeup she wore.I feel like it is the only makeup for her face to make her shine like a star in darkness.God her lips are the most luscious ones,I wanted to taste them yet I am hardly resisting from kissing her,how could anything is so alluring as those red lips of her.finally I said to her)Do you ever think,that if you imagined or believed in something,that it could come true... Simply by will of yours?.Well I believe in that.I passed her my card which has name and phone number on it.(Hoping that she will take)
She:(Looked at the card and left with a smile saying)Bye.
Me:(Stand there without moving,watching her leaving.. I am a failure,I thought to myself)
Epilogue
While I am at my work not concentrating on what I am doing,my MOTO buzzes.I reached for it lazily open the message" I do believe in it:P Madhu. Yesssss I shouted loudly not caring where i am.I came back to normal by my colleague next to me dragged to my chair.I thought to myself that I have a shot and I am not totally failed in getting to know her.
P:Even she didn't messaged me,I will not back down,I have her office address(while talking to her I stole a glance at her employee ID Hyundai MOBIS
Madhuritha M
System Engineer
Blood Group:B+.
I am thinking to go and meet her at her office in the evening and wanted to try to ask her out.
In the mean time She messaged me.
At first It began as a Failure but I hope to end in success....After all its not a black friday-not to me