That Smile..

Falling in love happens because the process is long enough, that's the process that I should pass naturally and humanely. But it turns out that the long process did not happen to me, the first time I saw you I fell in love with you, whatever is in my brain when it suddenly you meet the remote corners in my heart. I wish you could be the best for me. Removing bad memories of my past.

"Hey" call someone from behind me, I turn around
"You yesterday nolong me right, thanks yah" he said as he went away
"Yes I helped you, I also expect your love" I said silently while watching him go by

#Flash back
Yesterday afternoon I was walking around my compound, from a distance I saw someone who fell and was looking for help. I walked toward the man
"What happened to you ..?" I asked
"I was running but suddenly I fell down" he replied, holding his bloody knee
"Let me help you stand, we go to my house, I'll treat your knee" I said while helping her stand
"Thank you" replied

After arriving at my house I immediately grabbed a medicine box and warm water to clean the wound on his knee
"Ahhh, slowly" he said, whining like a child
"It's slow kalee" I replied sly

After clearing the wound I dripped the red medicine and plastered her knee.
"What do you want to drink?" I asked her
"Anything is up to you" he replied
I returned with a tray containing 2 glasses of orange juice and a plate of snacks
"Where are your parents?" He asked
"Office" I replied briefly
"Ohh, do not you have a brother?" He asked again
"Have 1, I am the youngest child" I replied
"Then where is your brother?" He asked again
"Lecture" I replied briefly "Drinks in drinking dong, ntar wasteful again" I said
"Yes" he replied

We told him at length, until he finally said goodbye to go home
"Ehh I go home first yah already afternoon" he said
"Sure, or I just inter house aja you not too far" I offer
"Ahh no need I can go home alone" he replied
"Well then, I'll walk you up front" I said
"Okay," he said

We got up from the seat.
"Thanks for the help, bye" he said
"Yes, same," I replied

After he was out of sight I decided to go back inside, to my room on the 2nd floor. Suddenly I remembered something "What's his name?" Arrrghhh I'm stupid why I did not ask his name. The thing I remember most is when he smiles at me and his eyes that amaze me.
#Flossback end

I rushed to my classroom, the class was still quiet so I decided to wait my friend Icha in the back garden of the school. I sit on a bench under a big shady tree, I still think of him that made me drugged by his eyes too and his beautiful smile that he addressed me this morning.

"Hey daydreaming aja, still in the morning know" Icha said my best friend
"Hmmm, Mana Sandy" I asked
"In class" he replied
"Ohh" I said again

The sign bell rang me and my best friend rushed to class
"Today we do not learn he said teachers at the meeting" Sandy said my best friend
"Ahhhh, I know I will not come" I replied lazy
"Clara there are nyari you said he was waiting for you in the back garden" said Dinda my friend who was standing in front of the door
"Who?" I asked
"I do not know, but I think class brother" said Dinda again
"Ciee, Clara sapa tuu, gebetan yah" Icha teased
"Ichaa what the hell" replied in an angry tone
"It's in waiting loh, there's a way" said Sandy
I finally went to the backyard with Rian who all went to the library

I waited for about 5 minutes at last I was shocked by someone's voice
"Ehhh already long nunggunya?" Asked the person
"Ehh kok you anyway" I asked confused
"Yeah emang who sent you here" he replied
"What is it?" I asked briefly
"We do not know yet I want to know you your name aja" he replied
"So it's just that, I guess what's up" I said
"Emang why do not we also learn, right?" He said
"Well already my name Claranisa Ramadanty, already do" I say cool when in the heart already flowery
"I'm Calvin Giovano's son XI IPA 1" he said
"Yes I've gone well to want to ngerumpi with my friends bye" I said then walk left kak Celvin with a red face.

When I got home from school I went home, and when I got home I went to my room and slammed myself on the bed, I was so tired I took off my shoes, changed my clothes, and went to sleep.

In a park I was sitting while reading the novel by Ayu Rizky Divine suddenly there is someone who nyamperin me
"Hey again read what?" He asked
I then turn my body 45 degrees "Novel kak Calvin" I replied, yes he is Calvin Giovano the one who always make me miss the meaning of love
"What is the novel, is not it nice?" He asked
"Love, really good kak" I replied
"The title is what and the author who ..?" He asked again
"I WITH YOU PERFECT AAY" I explained
"Ohhh, Clara is what I want to talk about," said Calvin
"What the hell, by the way," I said
"But you can not be angry well" he said again
"Yes brother, emang fuck?" I asked curiously
"Actually I like you, I want to be my girlfriend?" Ask kak Calvin, ahhh I feel like to fly and suddenly there is a voice calling me

"Clara, where are you?" Asked the voice
I wake up and I realize that the incident was just a dream, want to feel the dream become real.
"Clara you where the hell" annoying voice was heard again
"I'm in the room, go in" I replied
"Oh my dear Clara dear sister already nyariin you from earlier" said kak my sister Calista
"Ahh I am again a beautiful dream and my brother ngebangunin me" I replied
"Yes udah sorry, sister Just want to ngajakin walk to the mall, you hunted bathing and kept a beautiful groom well" said kak Calista
"Yes" I said



After I finished the shower I searched for a suitable outfit to wear, I decided to wear a white knee-length dress with a purple blazer and white flatshoes and then I approached Kak Calista in the living room he used a Blue Dress with flower patterns and small bags and wedges.
"Clara, you are beautiful" said kak Calista
"Emang from the first I'm beautiful, sister is also beautiful" I said
"Yes yes yes it's up to you mending us straight way" said kak Calista
"Okay" I replied

We arrived at one of the malls in bandung, me and kak Calista go in and go to Gramedia
"What sister looking for?" I asked
"Novel new, said friends of his novel Best Seller newly released yesterday" said kak Calista
"What's the title?" I asked
"TOGETHER I AM PERFECT" replied kak Calista
Looks like I've heard the title of the novel but where? Yeah I remember in my dreams, oh god why did I suddenly miss Kak Calvin, is this the name of Love?

"Here it is," said Calista's brother, interrupting my thoughts
"Udah kak" I asked
"Yes all sisters want to buy a tabloid" said kak Calista
We also pay at the cashier, then we headed to one of the Ice Cream shop

"You want Ice Cream what deck" Ask kak Calista
"Ice Cream Vanilla kak" I replied
"Mbak" call Calista's foot to the waiter
"Yes what ya want a message" Ask the waiter
"Ice cream Vanilla 1, stawberrynya 2" said kak Calista to the waiter
"Yeah wait a minute yah" said the waitress
"Kak kok pesent Ice Creamnya 3 emang who 1 for whom" I asked
"Calista sorry late" said someone
"Ohh not papa kok" replied kak Calista who is now sitting with the guy
"Clara Kenalin this Brother Anggara Danian" said kak Calista
"Ohh yes I'm Claranisa Ramadanty" while shaking Anggara's hand
"Clara is a sister boy, kece kan" said kak Calista
"Yeah kak" I say with a smile

Once satisfied the streets we finally came home, after I got home I want to read the novel that was just kak Calista buy.
But it was 20:15 at last I decided to sleep.

The next day today papa and mama will go to Jakarta and settle there, but papa and mama promise to visit us every week.
I make breakfast for me, kak Calista, and kak Anggara.
"Kak breakfast is ready" I said
"You cook what deck?" Ask kak Anggara
"Fried rice a la chef Clara" I replied PeDe
"Idihh PeDe really deh you this" said kak Calista
"Udara kak Anggara and Calista sit aja today you will be King and Queen" I said
"Then you become his dad" said kak Anggara teased
"EGP" I replied

After breakfast I rushed to my room
Suddenly I saw Kak Calvin passing in front of my house, I stood in front of the window until Calvin's foot was out of sight.
"Oh God if you create him for me to unite us, I can not stand this feeling that I am always buried, I'm tired always jealous when I see it with other women, but if you create him not for me to throw away this feeling of God I also want happy though not with him "I said to myself

Because my weekend decided to take a walk to the park complex while carrying Novel, while I was cool to read there is someone who approached me
"Hey again read what?" He asked
I then turned my body 45 degrees "Novel kak Calvin" I replied, yes he is Calvin Giovano the one who always makes me fascinated with his eyes
"What is the novel, is not it nice?" He asked
"Love, really good kak" I replied
"The title is what and the author who ..?" He asked again
"I WITH YOU PERFECT AAY" I explained
"Ohhh, Clara is what I want to talk about," said Calvin
"What the hell, by the way," I said
"But you can not be angry well" he said again
"Yes brother, emang fuck?" I asked curiously
"Actually I like you, you want to be my girlfriend?" Asked Calvin
"Serious sister" Ask me who seemed to want to fly to the sky
"Yeah I seriously you want what baseball" Ask kak Calvin repeat
"Yes I want" I said with a smile engraved on my face

Finally I and kak Calvin officially became lovers.
It turns out that from brief introductions can find me with the person I care about.
The thing I never forget is "WHEN THE MATAMU'S APPEARS MAKE ME LOCKED"

For you that I can never have