๐I experience phenomena outside the spectrum of the five senses, including joyful contact with extra-terrestrial beings.
๐I know who/what I am and it is more than my body.
๐I am the creator of my reality.
๐I know why I am here in this spacetime moment.
๐I proritize my state of Being.
๐I am excited about humanity's ability to reach its highest potential and more.
As you may guess, my statements above (in particular the first one ๐) can throw off any 'normal' person, including my husband with a measured IQ of around the top 1%.
Over the last year Marc and some of my friends and family struggled on and off with my (since my burn-out in 2012) more and more intensified exploration of all aspects of consciousness, reality and the open sharing of my experiences with that.
Is Marcelle going crazy? Did she join a sect? Should we rescue her? A lot of concern and fear.
Fear? I have come to welcome it; a trustworthy partner as it tells me when I am about to leave my comfort zone and enter unchartered waters. I adore navigating my unchartered waters as I have found that is how I expand the fastest.
Unchartered can look like anything: borrowing money to invest, leave a secure life to travel, adopt 3 kids at once, start a new life in a new country, move back when that feels better, completely change careers or talk about taboos ๐ฝ๐ etc etc.
So, am I going mad?
I can only say that I have personally come to experience and 'see' my connection to everything around me, including you, reading this. And I mean everything: earth, animals, plants, the wind, the water, the sky, the clouds, the stars, the sun, other planets, extra-terrestrial beings and the seemingly empty space. Everything.
It is actually quite easy for me now. I slip into a non-thinking state of being, further and further to experience myself as the source of what I am made of: Love. I can sense how this Love has taken on form as me, to be recognised, shared, flow unobstructed and express itself.
And what about Marc and me?
My2cents: due to our continuing desire to co-create our life and Marc's Trust, Fearlessness, love of Freedom and Unconditional Love we have - so far - been able to bridge our seemingly diverting paths. Aaaaah, I told you, he is Awesome! ๐โจ
And so I conclude my #7DayLoveYourSpouseChallenge in the knowing that everything is always 100% malleable and that our ongoing journeys will be anything but boring. ๐
XM
PS For those of you interested in when and what sparked my interest in consciousness and reality, in my next story I will share a bit on my earlier experiences.