How are you making me fall in love?

in love •  5 years ago 

Still remembering when we were together, discussing strange things, looking for each other's position, would we both fall in love with each other?

Right when a year ago I fell in love with him, who produced longing. Even though in the end I found out, someone there already has you. I don't know, am I easy to fall in love with just the word "comfortable"?

Alright, I move away, I express this feeling like water that is blazing in the sun, disappearing, yawning, flying in space. But that is precisely what ultimately makes this feeling come back. Because the clouds that float in the sky will eventually drip the rain water and return to being a lump of water. Feelings reappear when I know that someone has no right to click on you again.

I try to find a gap, trace your whole heart. Is there room for me there?

As time goes by, the feeling of "comfort" arises between us.

Will this feeling of comfort present a feeling that makes us fight together between each other?

And in the end when I trace your heart, there is a shadow of someone who has had you there. That shadow prevented me from tracing your heart further. And in the end when your own heart doesn't give that space. There really isn't room for me. Your heart forces me to stop tracing your heart further. And as soon as I realized, this was the first time I wanted to trace someone's heart, all this time. Yes, all this time. But I don't want to be naive at times. Time can lie to the world. Should we really not believe in time?

Is my love not enough to prove your heart? OK.

I am crazy. Really crazy. I really love you. I feel like stopping, but why can't I ever forget you? I feel more comfortable getting sick like this just to love you. Just seeing your smile is enough. Even though it's not me you want. Maybe because we were both hurt, we can be comfortable with each other. But unfortunately that comfort makes me fall in love.

Missing you is the most painful thing I feel, I have to choose two things. Looking for ways to forget about yourself or return to remembering everything about you. Maybe I can only remember and re-read all of our greetings when we feel each other's comfort. Even though the feeling is mutually indifferent, but there is no intention to stop, and feel happiness by falling in love again. Once again no, I'm more comfortable hurt just to love you even though I'm not who you want to be. Maybe one. Always smile. That alone is enough for my heart who is still looking for where space is for him. Your loss has been common to me many times, but you will never lose me.

See you again that makes me fall heart. Maybe the word "Hello" "Hi" will bring us back. Yes, someday. Whether when you want to make room for my heart or your heart has been filled with another heart. What I know, I love you.

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