Greetings and salutations,
My hope is you are well and so is Uncle. May your surgery have no complications and you get
yourself out of the germ incubator as soon as possible.
Aunt, you happen to have knowledge I desire, in a general definition of terms. Accepting that I am the worst sibling within
subjective use of family, I still desire family. As we all do.
My (id) is (I). And no longer am I the past (ID). I'ts possible. Every cell within self is no longer the cell that was...
I've engineered my own power grid,my own plumbing and gardens.
Believing the founder of our family (MiMi) was a saint is laughable. She used every arrow in her quiver to forward family without state authority. Nana was a conservative from her moment of disguise from Russia.
No longer can i procreate. I've sold my soul for a slut that shit shames me because I cared.
We can only be whom we where taught to be. Wanting to be a strong masculine within life was stripped away when the
molestation began and lasted for half a decade in youth. Sorry,yes. I'm sorry i got molested. I accept the dark side of ID. It makes the light that much brighter. However, the blight I've caused to another is of MY OWN FAULT? It has to be, Yes?
Living a life of my own, with all the hate, is still my life. This should be the goal of living. Life of self determination , not governance.
Being a slacker within society has made me self determined,not subject to any "guide lines" . My worth is determinant upon my skills. General specialist is my forte...Specialization within any field blinds the eye....
Dearest Aunt,
Why have you never procreated? As smart and well educated as you are,and as wealthy ,you'd think you'd want a successors. But I'm not the PHD ,MD you are. And again I might be your longest subject of clinical trials ever...who knows.
Love,
E