When I take a shower, I cry to myself like that.. I face myself, but no one can see it anymore.
I was a very weepy type as a child. everyone was saying, "What a lowly child, this is constantly crying at everything" "Shut up, don't whine like a bitch". ignorant family and environment, what will you say? This made me a habit of living life as a role, not being able to cry in public or even to show any of my feelings.
He didn't know that this kid I put in his raise is a very sensitive person, he worries about the smallest thing or the smallest thing is happy, he can't hold back his tears of joy...